Greetings, Precious Family. May the Peace of the Lord be with you always.
Family, I just wanted to stop by for a moment and remind you, and perhaps remind myself, that I am still here. I’ve been a little under the weather and my body and my immune system are just trying to recuperate.
I am still walking my steps toward wholeness, right beside you.
Some of us may be moving quickly right now. Some are taking small, careful steps. Some may need to sit beside the path and rest for a while. There is no shame in any of it.
Our pace does not have to be the same for our journey to be sacred.
Wherever you are on your journey tonight, I honor you. I honor your pace. I honor the steps you have taken that no one else knows about. And I am deeply grateful for your presence on this Path.
Greetings, Precious Family. May the Peace of the Lord be with you always.
Family, have you ever stopped to think about how many things you do every day without actually thinking about doing them?
You get up and walk across the room.
You step outside.
You walk through your yard.
You take the trash to the curb.
You bend down to pick something up.
You go where you want to go, do what you need to do, and return home without giving much thought to the individual steps it took to get there.
There was a time when I did the same.
Before becoming disabled, I never imagined there would come a day when some of life’s simplest activities would require planning.
This week, I found myself confronting that reality over and over again.
I needed to take my trash can down the driveway.
I wanted to go into my backyard and feed my fish.
Simple things.
Except they weren’t simple anymore.
And somewhere between my door and where I needed to go, fear started asking questions.
What if something happens?
What if I fall?
What if I get out there and cannot make it back?
What if no one is there to help me?
Family, I wish I could tell you that I prayed one magnificent prayer and suddenly all the fear disappeared.
It didn’t.
I was still afraid.
The ground was still uneven.
The pavers still had to be navigated.
The distance back to my house had not magically become shorter.
My circumstances had not changed.
So, I did what I could do.
I took one careful step.
Then another.
At times I stopped.
At times I needed something sturdy to hold onto.
At times I needed encouragement to keep going.
And instead of concentrating on everything that was still ahead of me, I concentrated on what was immediately in front of me.
Just get to there.
Then from there…
Let’s get to the next place.
Little by little, step by step, I made my way.
And eventually, I was back inside my home.
Safe.
Tired.
Relieved.
And incredibly grateful.
“I did it.”
Family, I cannot adequately describe what those three words meant to me.
Because there was a time when I wouldn’t have considered any of this an accomplishment.
I would have simply done it.
Perhaps that has been one of the more difficult lessons of becoming disabled: learning how precious some of the things were that I once considered ordinary.
There is grief in that realization.
Sometimes you remember the person who could simply get up and go, and you miss her.
Sometimes you remember doing something without planning every movement and wonder why you never realized what an extraordinary gift that was.
But somewhere in my journey, I am learning something else too.
Wholeness does not necessarily mean becoming who I used to be.
Wholeness can also mean learning to fully live as the person I am today.
My circumstances have already required me to make adjustments. There are things I must do differently now. There are limitations I have to respect, and wisdom requires me to acknowledge them.
But Family, I realized something this week:
I don’t want fear taking anything else from me.
I don’t want fear making my world smaller than it has to be.
So maybe I cannot do everything the way I once did.
Maybe it takes longer.
Maybe I need help.
Maybe I need to stop along the way.
Maybe what used to require no thought now requires courage.
That’s okay.
I can still take the next step.
And perhaps someone reading this tonight understands exactly what I mean.
Your limitation may not be physical.
Maybe anxiety has made your world smaller.
Maybe grief has.
Maybe disappointment, heartbreak, rejection, trauma, age, uncertainty, or a painful experience changed the way you move through life.
And somewhere along the way, you stopped doing things you once did without thinking.
Family, I am not asking you to ignore wisdom or pretend that legitimate limitations don’t exist.
I’m simply asking you the question I am now asking myself:
Has fear taken territory that never belonged to it?
If it has, perhaps we don’t have to reclaim everything tonight.
Maybe we start small.
One phone call.
One conversation.
One application.
One visit.
One decision.
One step.
For me, this week, sometimes that step was quite literal.
And every time I made it back through my door, I understood something a little differently:
I didn’t need to conquer everything in front of me at once.
I only needed enough courage for the next step.
Then the next.
Then the next.
Until eventually…
I did it.
Precious Family, this is A Journey to Wholeness.
And perhaps some journeys aren’t traveled by running toward the destination.
Perhaps some of the most sacred ones are traveled one careful step at a time.
Let Us Pray
Abba,
Thank You for meeting us right where we are.
Sometimes we look at how far we still have to go and become discouraged because we remember how quickly we used to move. We remember who we used to be, what we used to be able to do, and how little thought some things once required.
But tonight, Abba, teach us not to despise the small steps.
Teach us that progress is still progress when it is slow.
Teach us that courage is still courage when our hands are trembling.
Teach us that faith is still faith when we have to stop along the way and rest.
And remind us that needing help does not make the journey any less sacred.
Father, when we become overwhelmed by the distance between where we are and where we hope to be, gently turn our attention back to the step directly in front of us.
We don’t need tomorrow’s strength tonight.
We don’t need enough courage for the entire journey.
We only need Your grace for this step.
And when we take it, Abba, meet us there.
Then meet us in the next one.
And the one after that.
Walk with us through the places that frighten us. Stay close when the road feels uncertain. Give us wisdom to know when to move, when to rest, when to reach for something steady, and when to allow someone else to walk beside us.
Most of all, Father, help us stop comparing today’s journey with yesterday’s ability.
Perhaps we cannot run the way we once did.
Perhaps we cannot move as quickly as someone else.
Perhaps our journey looks completely different from the one we imagined.
But we are still here.
We are still moving.
We are still becoming.
And You are still with us.
So tonight, Abba, we surrender the destination to You.
We will not measure this journey by how quickly we arrive.
We will measure it by our willingness to keep walking with You.
One prayer.
One act of courage.
One moment of trust.
One careful step at a time.
And someday, when we look behind us and see just how far You have brought us, may we whisper with grateful hearts:
“Abba, we did it.”
And may we hear You remind us:
“You never walked one step alone.”
In the precious and matchless name of Christ Jesus, we pray. Amen, Amen, and Amen.
Worship Video of the Day
Official lyric video for “Never Walk Alone” from Hope Darst. #HopeDarst #NeverWalkAlone #IfTheLordBuildsTheHouse
Greetings, Precious Family. May the Peace of the Lord be with you always.
Family, lately I have been thinking about time.
I have found myself looking at my days and wondering if I am using them wisely. There are things I want to accomplish. Gifts God has given me that I want to use. People I want to serve. Responsibilities that must be fulfilled. And above all, I want my life to bring glory to God.
Each morning that we open our eyes is a gift.
It is another day that God has graciously placed into our hands.
But somewhere along the way, I began to wonder if using my days wisely meant somehow finding a way to do more with them.
Then I remembered the words of Psalm 90:12:
“So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.”
Family, notice what the Scripture asks God to give us.
Wisdom.
Perhaps numbering our days isn’t about seeing how much activity we can fit into twenty-four hours.
Perhaps it is about asking God for the wisdom to know what belongs within them.
There are only twenty-four hours in a day. God knows that because He created the day. He also created us.
He knows that we need time to work.
Time to serve.
Time to love.
Time to worship.
Time to create.
Time to laugh.
Time to simply be still.
And yes, Precious Family, He knows that these bodies He created also need time to rest.
1st Peter 4:10 reminds us that each of us has received gifts that we are called to use in service to others as faithful stewards of God’s grace.
I want to use every gift God has placed within me.
But I am beginning to understand something.
I am not only a steward of my gifts. I am also a steward of the vessel carrying them.
What good is having a gift if I continually exhaust the person God entrusted to carry it?
What good is filling every available hour if I become so tired that I cannot be fully present for the very assignments God has given me?
Maybe redeeming the time does not always mean doing more.
Maybe sometimes it means doing what God has given us to do and then having the wisdom to say: “That is enough for today.”
There will always be something else that could be done.
Another task.
Another email.
Another load of laundry.
Another project.
Another person who needs something.
Another goal waiting for our attention.
But eventually, today must come to an end.
And ending the day does not mean we have failed to use it well.
Sometimes going to bed is stewardship.
Sometimes putting something down until tomorrow is wisdom.
Sometimes rest is how we prepare ourselves to faithfully carry tomorrow’s assignment.
Family, perhaps the question we should ask each morning is not simply:
“What do I need to accomplish today?”
Perhaps we should ask:
“Abba, what have You placed in my hands today?”
And throughout the day:
“Give me wisdom to know what deserves my yes.”
Then, when evening comes:
“Give me peace to know when I have done enough.”
Because a life lived for the glory of God is not measured by how exhausted we are when we finally collapse into bed.
It is measured by faithfulness.
Faithfulness with our time.
Faithfulness with our gifts.
Faithfulness with our responsibilities.
Faithfulness with our bodies.
Faithfulness with our relationships.
Faithfulness with our rest.
“So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.”
Abba, teach us.
Teach us how to live the days You have given us.
Teach us how to use the gifts You have placed within us.
Teach us when to work and when to rest.
Teach us when to say yes and when to say, “Enough for today.”
And when this day is over, may we be able to lay our heads down in peace knowing:
I gave God what belonged to Him today.
And if He graciously gives us tomorrow, we will rise and offer Him that day too.
Let Us Pray
Abba,
Thank You for today.
Before I accomplished anything, before I served anyone, before I checked one thing off my list, You gave me the precious gift of opening my eyes and seeing another day.
Thank You.
Father, teach me to number my days.
Teach me to remember that my time belongs to You. My gifts belong to You. My talents belong to You. My calling belongs to You. Even this body that carries me from assignment to assignment belongs to You.
I want to be a faithful steward of all that You have placed in my hands.
But Abba, please teach me that faithfulness does not always mean doing more.
Give me wisdom to know what deserves my yes today.
Give me discernment to recognize what can wait until tomorrow.
Give me courage to put something down when You say, “That is enough.”
And please, Father, free me from the guilt that sometimes comes when my body needs to rest.
Remind me that I am not only a steward of the gifts You have placed within me; I am also a steward of the vessel You have chosen to carry them.
So teach me how to care for both.
When it is time to work, help me work faithfully.
When it is time to serve, help me serve lovingly.
When it is time to create, let me create from the gifts You have placed within me.
When it is time to worship, let everything else become quiet so that my heart can turn completely toward You.
And when it is time to rest, Abba, teach me to rest without guilt.
At the end of each day, help me resist the temptation to measure my worth by everything I finished.
Instead, let me ask one simple question:
“Abba, was I faithful with what You placed in my hands today?”
And when I have done what You asked of me, quiet my heart.
Turn off the noise.
Settle my thoughts.
And whisper to Your daughter,
“Enough for today. Come and rest.”
Then, Father, if You graciously awaken me tomorrow morning, I will receive another day from Your hands.
Another opportunity to love.
Another opportunity to serve.
Another opportunity to use my gifts.
Another opportunity to glorify You.
One day at a time, Abba.
Teach me to live them well.
Teach me to number my days.
And when all the days You have appointed for me have been lived, may they tell one beautiful story:
She was faithful.
In the precious name of Christ Jesus,Amen, Amen, Amen.
Worship Video of the Day
✨ Come Jesus Come (Acoustuc & Vocals Only) | Stephen McWhirter – Easter Worship Song
Greetings, Precious Family. May the Peace of the Lord be with you always.
Family, have you ever noticed how easy it is to become focused on the destination?
We tell ourselves, “When I get there, I’ll have peace. When I overcome this, I’ll finally be whole. When life settles down, then I’ll begin living.”
But life with God rarely unfolds that way.
As I spent time with the Lord, I was reminded of something so simple, yet so profound:
A journey doesn’t begin with a destination. It begins with one step. Sometimes a very small one.
Many of us are waiting until we feel strong enough, brave enough, healed enough, or confident enough before we move forward. Yet God so often meets us before any of those things happen.
He meets us in the first step. He meets us when our knees are shaking. He meets us when our prayers are only a whisper.
He meets us when all we can manage is to say, “Lord, help me.”
Perhaps that is why Scripture so often speaks about walking with God.
One step. Then another.
Our journey to wholeness is not measured by how quickly we arrive. It is measured by our willingness to keep walking with the One who never leaves our side.
Family, don’t become discouraged if your progress feels small. Small steps are still steps.
One act of obedience. One prayer. One moment of choosing faith over fear. One decision to trust God again.
Each one is part of the beautiful work He is doing within us.
Wholeness is not created in a single moment. It is formed over time as we faithfully place one foot in front of the other and discover that God has been walking beside us all along.
So today, don’t ask yourself how you will finish the entire journey. Simply ask the Lord,
“What is my next step?“
Then trust Him enough to take it. He already knows the destination.
Let Us Pray
Abba,
Tonight we come to You just as we are.
Some of us are weary. Some of us are afraid. Some of us have become so accustomed to asking, “What if?” that we have forgotten what it feels like to simply rest.
Father, thank You for being our safe place.
Thank You that we never have to earn the privilege of coming into Your presence. We do not have to have all the answers. We do not have to have perfect faith. We do not have to stop our tears before You welcome us into Your arms.
Just as a loving father gathers his child close and quietly whispers, “I’ve got you,” You do the same for us.
When our hearts are overwhelmed, hold us a little tighter.
When our minds are filled with fear, remind us that we do not have to carry tomorrow today.
When our tears begin to fall, let us never be ashamed of them. Instead, let every tear become a reminder that we are safe enough to be completely honest with You.
Teach us to rest against Your heart until fear no longer has the loudest voice.
Replace the noise of anxiety with the quiet assurance of Your presence.
Replace our striving with Your peace.
Replace our “What ifs?” with the gentle reminder that You are already waiting in every tomorrow we will ever face.
And when it is time to move, give us the courage to take the next step—not because we are fearless, but because we know Who is walking beside us.
Thank You for being the Father whose arms are always open… the Father who never grows weary of holding His children… the Father whose love is steady, gentle, and unchanging.
Tonight, we choose to rest in that love.
In the precious and comforting name of Christ Jesus, we pray. Amen, Amen, and Amen.